i feel so upset and confused!

im like freaking out cos tml is the competition but i feel so
sad when i hear the winter sonata songs..
HAI!
I watched winter sonata in like one day haha
till like the next morning...
i was like crying the whole night..
this drama is so so so heartbreaking la...
my eyes were so swollen and tiny..
haha i still can remember..

my fave winter sonata song MY MEMORY
lyrics:

English Translation
My Memory At that moment I remembered it all
When I see those memories they seem so small..
You're far away in a place that I can't reach
I can't wait for these words of love to be said

I really was to blame
Will I ever get to meet you again?
I can't even imagine that
I still love you and now I'll confess that to you
I wanna love you forever
It's not too late
Be with me forever

For a long time you've been in my heart
Much time passes and still you're far away, but I will stay alive

I really was to blame
Will I ever get to meet you again?
I can't even imagine that
I still love you and now I'll confess that to you
I wanna love you forever
It's not too late
Be with me forever

i just think it is so tragic and romantic lor..
kudos to the composer...

i need to calm down man..
my heart beats damn fast when i thimk about the competition
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
SERIOUSLY FREANKING OUT HERE..
I'M GOING BONKERS!